The thinks we can think...

After a conversation with my sister-in-law on Facebook, I was convicted of some past mistakes which had hurt my loved ones.  We are all sinners.

She did not tell me to make me grieve as it was I who brought up the situation.  It was the Lord giving me understanding to how much I have changed and how selfish I was in the past.

After sleeping for a couple of hours, my 3-year-old woke up vomiting.  I cleaned him up, put him back to bed, and could not fall asleep.  

My mind was going.  Oh, how Satan knows how to get us.  Turmoil plagued me as I thought of how I hurt my family and friends in the past, but God is a God of forgiveness and He has wiped the slate clean.

The harder I fought these vicious thoughts the harder Satan fought back.  Feelings of animosity towards my husband for moving us far away from my family.  Wanting to hurt him.  Hearing voices telling me to kill myself.  

Then a still, small, quiet voice, telling me to write a letter to my siblings.

I got up with my mind buzzing.  Went to my computer and read these two blogs which were so helpful and thought they may be an encouragement to anyone else who may have these feelings:

Why women are more unhappy now.

Depression and feelings of suicide - you are not alone.  There is help:)

Please do not think you are alone in your feelings.  It is common for unbelievers to have these thoughts and it is highly common for believers to have these thoughts.

The closer we get to God the more Satan will taunt us with feelings of remorse and unworthiness.

Do not believe Him.  Turn to the Lord in prayer and He will guide you:)

Remember:  "He that is in you is bigger than he that is in the world."  (John 14:6) 

Love, Mary



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