tough times. Its more than a day, a week...I have bitterness and anger welling up inside me out of nowhere. I do get angry at God. Does He hear me? Does He understand? Does He see what I am going through?
I realized too many times that I steer from writing because what I may have to say may be ugly but that is exactly when the Lord needs me to write too. As a Christian we are asked to persist through the tough times. Have faith despite our circumstances.
I love my Lord Almighty but I cannot always see what He wants from me or for me. Why He would allow such ugliness and pain.
Then I also realize that well my life isn't as bad as I would like to make it out to be. So what I do not see eye to eye with my loved one. Is it too much to be quiet and let him have his way? It becomes tiring and lonesome but having what I want here, on earth, right now, is nothing compared to what the Lord has in store for me. It is hard to remember that in times of disagreement.
I feel so ugly right now all because I opened my mouth. It is hard to stay quiet all the time. I don't feel like I do anything right anymore.
Have you ever felt like you were alone in a room full of people? Lately, I feel like people just look over me when I am sitting amongst them. It is as if I am invisible. Just sitting there watching each move and listening to each word and just wondering what are they thinking?
The world can be very lonely. I love my Lord and love my time with Him but sometimes as a human being I long for tenderness and love from someone else for no reason other than they love me. But to be hones the only person who loves me that way is GOD!
He loves me in my ugliness and my beauty. He makes me beautiful even when I feel down and out. Thank you, Lord, for loving me for who I am. For loving my ideas, my thoughts, my stories. One day this whole world will be gone but You, my Lord, will last forever and I cannot wait to be there giving glory to Your Holy Name!
Love, Mary
How awesome He is! All glory and honor be yours Almighty Father! Have a great and blessed day my brothers and sisters! Love, Mary Don't forget to post testimonies, encouragement stories, prayer request.......we are all family. Not a believer or follower. Read more about Jesus. Allow His amazing gift to free you in your life today! Not a believer or follower. Read more about Jesus. Allow His amazing gift to free you in your life today!
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